Don't Let It Slide

My biggest realisation of the day is that I have let myself slide down and I was lazy to be aware of it. I was squandering my life energy away and I let it happen.

I was too caught up in the mind and the fear that they have clouded my intention of higher purpose and higher living.

But I appreciate myself for still being aware enough to notice and realise this immediately after; and kicked myself for letting myself fall with such disgrace.

I also realised that as I don't play at my best, I'm lousy to my environment. I am in no position to help others, worst was I pulled people around me down with me.

And this was also the worst thing that I could have done for myself. As I do not function at my best, I do not respect and honour myself. I lost love for myself. It felt terrible and I do not want to be in that position again. This is a commitment I make for and to myself.